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One Month

Today marks 1 month since my dad has passed. I’ve heard people say that time makes it easier.. Right now I don’t agree with that at all. Maybe once a few years pass?

Last night as I was saying my prayers I got side tracked like I always do. One thought leads to another and before I know it, I’m thinking about my dad. The day he passed. {I realize I have yet to publish the whole story, but I don’t know that I’m ready to go there yet}. The day he passed, seconds before, I was sitting with him holding his hand. I think I had just had “the ugly cry” from thinking and talking to him all morning. I walked outside to meet my sister and I saw his eyes follow me. That was a little odd, because moments before he was asleep. He had gotten to the point that even when he wasn’t asleep, his eyes were closed. Right before I walked out the door I thought to myself, “Did he just follow me?”…

Moments later he passed away.

annnnd that’s the stuff I think about as I’m trying to fall asleep. Somehow I rallied and didn’t cry last night, which was a miracle.

Leaving you with one of the songs that was played at his funeral..

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